A programming that has taken away your conscious awareness of the role you play as woman.Awakening from the spell of patriarchy into the new earth.. Where we dance as man and woman together as one!Awareness that I was born into slavery as a woman... Programmed to marry and serve a man... And feel less than if I didn't fulfill that dream projected onto me by an idea to keep us women feeling less than and empty without.
The glazed look upon my cousins face in her wedding pictures reminded me of my own delusion when I was married and seemed to be giving up something so great but I had no idea what it was because neither did any of the women around me. They just watched me move through the motions of unconsciousness in response to my emotions of love...That bound me into a role I didn't know or understand.
My nature now years later awakes from a dream as I saw myself and how I lived as a slave unaware that I was one because the picture so was so nicely painted and came with security and a promise of a family n home for eternity in heaven when I die if I live right now and do all the things that will prove me worthy of what? Worthy of the very thing I was born with and was made to believe I had to do some thing in order to obtain it.
Sending me searching outside myself for the very thing I held within.This is the dream I awoke from and am here to help all you women realize that you have in fact been enslaved unaware and I am here to show you and tell you what it feels like to be set free, free from the silent and invisible chains you ware around your mind your heart and soul.And tell you how great it feels to consciously take the key and unlock the bind and set your soul free!
A woman born of parents whose greatest hope was that I marry and make babies and return to my father in heaven some day...That I was to make casseroles and prepare a home and serve my husband and be happy doing that! Because that was my call as woman... Who says?In church I whisk seethe at the idea of men telling me they knew my calling... I said inside only god can tell me that and I knew for fucking sure it wasn't to make casseroles or pop out babies... Though I love baking n cooking and children... It was the context and intention with which it was to be done.
In letting go and getting lost from the only world I knew I have found my hearts voice and heard the wisdom within my soul speak from that innate intelligence in the seed in my heart. We all have it. That is truth. We are it not here to rely on anyone else no man no other guru or master to tell us what or how to live our lives.. The masters are the very ones who have gone away from society and listened to that voice and then humans who don't want to think for themselves create a system and process that binds them into an idea of they do this or follow that persons path they will reach nirvana or heaven or god or enlightenment...Well I am here to tell you that place is in you no where else.
When we an become sovereign and whole as a being and see our truth of who our soul is all this makes sense that we have been unconsciously following the beat of another drummer and when we begin to hear our own are told we are crazy and insane.
I am here as woman to tell you to listen to that voice! To hear your heart speak and know that is god speaking from inside of you!Stop looking to men for value or affirmation of what you feel and know to be your truth!I am here and we are here as women to re weave the web of our intuitive divine creation nature that knows, doesn't think, that does from a place of grounded and primal wisdom of the mother!
We are to rejoin not to show men or to become rulers but to reclaim our power and our awareness of what we are as beings of creative life force. Men and women are but part of a whole of the division of conscious creations that we could learn to come together and dance in harmony. We have been at an elementary level the tipping from one scale to the other in the paradigm of matriarchy n patriarchy and now it's time to even the balances and join hands and dance.It's both the sparking action of making and the creation container of feminine that life is!
Without each we could not be.. Just as day could be without night.. There is no fight.. There is no war... All we got to do is create a balance between our brains the poles the feminine and masculine within our own psyche. Neither subject solely to the other at the expense of another. As we shift so will the dynamics is our earth and we will restore harmony in our environment.
Let's create a world where all things are aware of the sacredness of the other. And do so consciously joining in a dance that sings our union of source and light!
~Hailey Dawn Armstrong
September 2014
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