Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Resurrection


I feel that in my dying, I sit in the heap of the ashes of my life, I sift my fingers through the memories of once upon a time, each memory a particle, a world and a life I once lived. In a speck there is an ocean of emotion that runs through my fingers and all I can do is feel them and let them go, the ache and the pain cut away the attachment of the mind to the what was... now with each breath transforming and with each tear cleansing every cell. I am renewed in this dying. And in the darkness of my house I built now in rubble, crumbled to the ground a new foundation is being built. This time it will be consciously created from within and with understanding of what I am. I stand up for the first time upon my own two feet and walk and I feel the power in my dragon wings. And I am ready to take flight. In my dying I have new life. And from this day forth I feel a new understanding of meaning of resurrection. Perhaps what is required for us all and that the example of Christ’s life was to show us that we each must die to our Ego and Resurrect to the Pure and limitless essence of who we've always been! And so I say get lost, go within and by doing so will never go without!
~Hailey Dawn Armstrong

What we live for?



What is this life for? To want you want to want to want some more? What is this body that I live in? come play, to fight, to look at some more?  why do you look at me and want me? what do you see? But thoughts of fuck me fuck me just want some more. What is this wanting? What is this play? like a record stuck on the same track of wanting wanting more. Let me pick up that record playing in your mind, that record you live your life around, and around, and around, I smash it over your head. Get on a new track. It isn’t wanting. it isn’t getting, it isn’t give me,  get me, see how special I am. It is help me find myself, help me discover my talents, how can I serve. how I can serve, thank you and I love you, how can I serve you? It is finding the gems within and helping others find those too. Now what are we to do? Start wanting and wanting more? Sitting and sitting right down on the floor. And all the guys think let me fuck let me fuck some more. But let us evolve and let us love, let our loving be an expression of divine creation and with me breathe, come play in this love, let us dance without moving, without touching, let us entwine, let us wrap together you and all of time and be here now. And in this presence of now we create and evolve and change into new being in this thing called love.
~Hailey Dawn Armstrong

We Dance the Dance or Eb n Flow


With in the spark of you and I
The waves wash up 
Upon the shore
Being the foundation to what this is
The shore of love holds space
As the waves come and go
And like this dance we dance
Of back and forth
Each time 
a still point
Adding greater magic to 
The Union of the ocean waves
Upon the shore 
Of this solid foundation
Of a thing called love
We built without building
For it is what we are

As the waves wash up on my soul
Then they retreat
So do you enter my life with power
Pulling back, way back
And in that stillness, content
I meet with you again
And waves of pleasure engulf 
My every sense as
We go deeper and deeper
Into the makings of what we are

Rhythms of ecstasy play with us
We want to hold on tight
To this splendor
Each time we do it vanishes
For the waves cannot be caught,
But only ridden upon
And so we 
In the moment
Stand upon our wave and ride
Like this was the reason we came forth
 The reason being 
To LOVE

In the ocean of all these overwhelming emotions
The consistent is a love
That is deeper than the ocean
And more vast than the horizon
No space or time can encompass the magnitude
No number of life times can capture 
It’s beauty
It can only be lived out and experienced, 
Expressed in those moments
As we enjoy each new wave washing upon our shores
We keep open the door
And know that this love from which it springs
Will forever and endlessly pour.

Where is the logic, where is the reason
Love is this dance we dance
It is a magic between you
And I we cannot run from.
So in the magic of the now
We surrender to the present 
And let it be
And in that open palm
We are given more than
We could ever hope to have.

So upon the shores of love
This foundation so deep
We can move forward 
Enjoying the play 
Between you and I.

November 8, 2011
~Hailey Dawn Armstrong

What is Love?


What is this things we call love, it is in the presence we feel, it is in the silence of our lost souls that we are found. It is in the letting go we discover truth , it is in the surrendering that we accomplish more than we ever could imagine. It is in the exhale we find the desire for a new breath, it is in the new life, and this change of constance we grow, learn and love, and evolve into what we came here to experience. our highest selfs our true and original nature. In this sphere we call earth, we are neither home or abroad, we are in a school, our home is in our soul once we remember who we are and recognize our divine essence. Our Heaven being within, our searching stops and in the giving we transcend to realize it is all about what we can share and give to the world and how we can help each other experience this bliss, this love that we ultimately are. Come to me and let us play, together let’s discover hidden treasures of joy that await your uncovering. In this space of laughter, of inspiration to learn and grow we connect with source, the source of who we are. We feel alive, connected, grounded, sure, unstoppable and creative. 
Come together lets let our selves be set free. Free of fear, labels, expectations and others opinions and agendas. Be in this breath as we play feel your aliveness, feel your breath, feel your magical power that is in your every cell, now let’s embody and integrate this wholeness that we are. And together as a unit, we that inhabit this earth, let’s come together and breathe, let’s be one, let us love, let us see into one another’s eyes and see one self and the whole at the same time. For we are the universe, the stars, the ocean, the children, the animals, we are the earth. And it is showing us what it needs. 
It desires harmony, love, unconditional, everyone to take care of each other. There is abundance everywhere, when you feel that love and wholeness within no child will ever go to bed hungry, hurting, alone, scared, unloved. There is enough of us to take care and love everyone Why are people hurting, killing, angry, lying? Why are people in fear? This fear is old, it is ancient. We must transcend it all. We must be Love! 

Connect to our truth, be in alignment with it. So others can feel that high vibration and desire that within themselves and the whole world will transform from the inside out. We are the inside of the earth and let us all step inside, take a look around and sit with stillness. Let us face our fears, realize they are just thoughts, they are not reality. Realize that with our thoughts we truly create, we are energy and we create with intention and thought. 

Our sexuality is the root of our connection to our highest potential of the divine. This sexual energy within is our divinity. There is no separation. It is how we harness, channel and transform this energy to a state of highest vibration that will bring us all to new awareness of our potential and purposes on this earth. Oh partner of my highest self I call to you. I call you to my highest self to reunite yourself within the home of my heart and with me stay, entwine with my every cell and make me new. 
Help me see my wholeness my oneness my unique potential and gift to give the world. For I am! I am and it is now and so it is AMEN!
~Hailey Dawn Armstrong
2011

Thursday, June 5, 2014

What Happens When...



What happens when....
We get what we want?

What happens when...
everything falls away...

We are left naked, empty, and dry...
when the tears have no more to cry.
We then have space to Be...
It is in this space we can feel
that abundance of all that we are
is within.
Has and will always be
Deeply apart of of all of WE!

It is in the stripping away one comes to feel 
the center
the place to build a true
foundation upon.

From that place of center
a peace in the core of our hearts
 where all life extends
from that central axis point
the super nova, the star, the light
spinny particles in my cells dance
and unite!

They have surrendered to the intelligence within
and let go
ride the spiral 
feel the flow..
from eternity to now we go
back and forth
back and forth
we rock we dance we know!

We are the energy source
the spark from which we spring
their is nothing that can take it away
it is only in our mind that we create the 
illusion that we are not, have not and cannot..

Breathe into your heart and remember
the beat
Dance to your song!

~Universe~

~Hailey Dawn Armstrong  
June 5, 2014

Friday, April 25, 2014

To Touch~ Nature



If we are energy and light and matter in constant motion.
 Then we are electricity and the light of the stars and the galaxy.
And when we are touched we feel this surge of energy, this bath of bliss and pleasure.
When we are stimulated enough, we get this orgasmic contract and release response the same thing we call a super nova, big bang, or birth.
And if we can see that self love, self touch, connection with another human being in conscious consent to play with this electricity, this power, this thing we call attraction, chemistry, love. Is but a stream of creation flowing through ones being. Each cell ignited, making love~ vibrant!

And we can see the giant song and music we are making.
As we tune into our heart, we can then sing our song, dance our dance.
I am here to help others connect to their purpose and that is a literal symphony.
We are literally music producers by our thoughts, intentions, feelings and actions.

Find our own note first then join in the conscious song of life!
Find our own note first then join in the conscious song of life!
 And Play!
It's meant to be fun.

Then we become part of the toroidal field and we are self sustainable beings, meaning whole, united dancing with the feminine~masculine aspects within our own beings, we are tuned up, tapped in and turned on with the source of our creation~Light~Love~

Make love to your self unite, communion, connect, re union~ yoga your self ~ Remember who you are!
Nature~

~Hailey Dawn Armstrong
~~ this is my nature~~




Friday, April 11, 2014

Energy, Sound, Vibration, Frequency We Are Light!



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One of history’s greatest engineers Nikola Tesla, who invented the means to transfer and to distribute electricity over long distances, once said, “If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.”  The same holds true for the world in which we live, our interactions with each other, and indeed our interactions within.


The Source

More than a century ago, in 1910, the American ‘New Thought’ author Wallace D Wattles wrote in “The Science of Getting Rich”:  “Everything you see on earth is made from one original substance, out of which all things proceed… there is a thinking stuff from which all things are made, and which, in its original state, permeates, penetrates, and fills the interspaces of the universe… a thought, in this substance, produces the thing that is imaged by thought… man can form things in his thought, and, by impressing his thought upon formless substance, can cause the thing he thinks about to be created.”  In other words, thoughtware, software and hardware are interchangeable.  To confirm this point, the latest 3D printers can now print almost anything solid from scratch.

Pure Energy

Scientific experiments in Quantum Physics and particularly those at the European Organisation for Nuclear Research — CERN — at the Large Hadron Collider (LHC) in Geneva, Switzerland, continue to demonstrate that once we break everything down to its core, pure energy is behind everything.  When we go down to the sub-atomic level we do not find matter, but pure energy. Some call this the unified field or the matrix. Others talk about pure potentiality:  all being energy.

Vibrating Field

This pure energy vibrates a field around it. A vibrating field of energy, which attracts — like a magnet — and attaches to energy of the same vibrating frequency. The more vibrating energy that is compressed into this field of energy, the more intense the vibration gets within that field.  Eventually the energy field manifests into matter:  particle-by-particle.  As the father of Quantum Physics, Max Planck, once said, “All the physical matters are composed of vibration.”

Illusion

A table may look solid and still, but within the table are billions and billions of subatomic particles “running around” and “popping” with energy. The table is pure energy and movement. Everything in this universe has its own vibrational frequency. It is the law of vibration in action. However we can’t see it so it appears separate and solid to us.  This is actually an illusion!  Our frequency of perception of electro-magnetic waves defines what we can and cannot see within the visible spectrum of light.  However, at a different frequency, like X-rays, the entire solid object would appear to be completely like a sieve. 

Unified Field

Every object in the Universe moves and vibrates — everything is vibrating at one speed or another. Nothing rests. Everything we see around ourselves is vibrating at one frequency or another and so are we. However, our frequency is different from other entities in the universe, hence it seems like we are separated from what we see around ourselves — people, animals, plants, trees and so on. But we are not separated — we are in fact all living in a continuous ocean of energy.  We are all connected at the highest level:  the unified field.  

Frequency Control

At the very leading edge of biophysics today, scientists are recognising that the molecules in our bodies are actually controlled by these frequencies.  In 1974, Dr Colin W F McClare, an Oxford University Bio-Physicist, discovered that frequencies of vibrating energy are roughly one-hundred times more efficient in relaying information within a biological system than physical signals, such as hormones, neurotransmitters, other growth factors and chemicals.  

Vibration as Sound and Light

What’s most interesting is that, if a frequency is vibrating fast enough, it’s emitted as a Sound and if it is vibrating much faster, it is emitted as a colour of Light.  If we wanted to convert Sound to Light, we would simply raise its frequency by forty octaves.  This results in a vibration in the trillions of cycles per second.  So, if a pianist could press a key way above the eighty-eight keys that exist on a piano, that key would produce Light.  This could create a chord of Light in the same way they can create a chord of sound.  And it would be seen as colours of Light because it would be moving at the speed of Light.

Resonance

When two frequencies are brought together, the lower will always rise to meet the higher.  This is the principle of resonance.  So, when a piano is tuned, a tuning fork is struck, and then brought close to the piano string that carries that same musical tone.  The string then raises its vibration automatically and attunes itself to the same rate at which the fork is vibrating.  This principle of resonance works for biological systems too.

Consciousness and Awareness

Everything has a vibrating energy field and behind the field is pure energy. This pure energy has a source that is found within everything throughout the universe. What is this source? Consciousness. Yet, the source of consciousness behind everything can be measured by the amount of awareness it has within any given energy field. In other words, there are different levels of awareness to every state of consciousness.

Vibration Frequency

The lower the vibration frequency, the slower the vibration; the higher the vibration frequency the faster the vibration.  The difference between the manifestations of the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual levels of connectivity result simply from different levels of vibrating energy or frequencies.  So, while the feelings of fear, grief and despair vibrate at a very low frequency, the feelings of love, joy and gratitude may vibrate much quicker at a higher frequency, and meditation states higher still, as demonstrated by the frequency of the electro-magnetic waves generated by the human brain in a number of scientific experiments around the world.

Layers Stacked On Top of Each Other All The Way to Full Consciousness

In short everything can be stripped away in layers in this order:

1. Physical — The lowest layer is Matter;
2. Vibrating Field — The layer above Matter is a Vibrating Field of Energy;
3. Pure Energy — If we peel away the Vibrating Field of Energy we have the layer of Pure Energy;
4. Consciousness — Above the layer of Pure Energy is Consciousness; and
5. The Source — The highest layer is Supra Consciousness, which is the Source of Everything.

Layers of Awareness Within Consciousness

Consciousness also has layers:  the layers of awareness depend on their frequency of vibration. Those layers are defined in this order:

1.  Action-and-Reaction — This is the lowest layer of awareness. This is, in fact, the layer of physicality and physical objects.

2.  Stimulus Response — This is the next layer above objects. We find this layer of awareness in cells. At this level, the cells are only aware of the group as a whole, a herd, and responding together with no realisation of self or others.  For example, nests and hives have this level of consciousness.

3.  Stimulus Individual Response — This layer has even more of an awareness than Stimulus Response. This amount of awareness is the recognition of individuals. In this layer of awareness, families are created through realising individuals inside the group or the herd. Monkeys and mammals similar to them have the awareness to develop families and demonstrate this layer of awareness.

4.  Discernment or Judgment Response — Stimulus response means reacting to things. To see similarities and differences between things, is a higher order of consciousness and it allows the ability to make decisions about things, rather than just reacting to stimuli.  This is the power of discernment or judgment. The mind or ego is the tool that notices similarities and differences between things. Anything that has a mind or ego has this layer of awareness or consciousness within it.

Consciousness Layers Reveal Significance

Every layer of consciousness above the lesser ones, has the awareness of all the lower-level layers too. For example, when we are trapped in a traffic jam, we feel much like part of a herd. We are feeling the layer of Stimulus Response. Yet when we are feeling like we are an individual, there is an extreme difference in our awareness. This understanding of higher levels of consciousness is very important. The importance lies within the fact that Consciousness is the Source of Everything and we have the awareness of every layer of consciousness in existence. This is significant because it allows us the privilege to attract and to attach to any energy field. We have the ability to vibrate at different frequencies and manifest different energy fields into matter depending on our level of consciousness.

Conclusion

Using the principle of resonance, we can actually increase the speed at which the energy field of our bodies and minds vibrates, through higher frequency thoughts of love, joy and gratitude and accessing even higher consciousness states via meditation.  Modern science demonstrates that when pure energy slows down, lower dimensional matter is created; conversely when the vibration field speeds up, the higher dimensions of consciousness can be accessed.  And the higher our consciousness is raised, the closer to the Source we become.  “In the beginning was the Word”, the primordial vibration of sound and light, which according to thousands of years old Vedic science resonates to different phonetic sounds at different levels including the original “Aum”!