I Leap from the Womb of My Slumber

I leap from the womb of my slumber
With broken
Leg I reconstruct
The essence of
My make up
And reform my way of
Being
In the Magic cloak
Of a cacaoon
The womb of
My soul
From this cozy
Place
I emerge from my
Home
Transformed
Renewed
Alive
To the potential
That
Was always inside.

Now spread my wings
N fly
High up into the
Sky!

Get ready world
For its time
The party
Has just begun!

We are going to
Have some
Magic fun!

-Hailey Dawn Armstrong

January 2014

O N E

  

I A M

the

 Lover

Loving 

the 

Beloved

In these three

I am unique

 an individual

universal 

BE ing

And 

the I AM

is the three

in one 

purpose

Made

Manifest

as that which 

IS

As I 

am the 

Lover

for

another

I feel

Loving

and

Be come

the Beloved

In this

is

ONE ness

the Power

in Three

Thought

Word

Deed

Think

Speak

Do

Father

Son

Holy Ghost

Mother

Daughter

Spirit

This is the 

Power

of Conscious

Creation

I think

Love

I feel

Love

I do

Love.

I A M

that connects

the 

three

into

O N E!

-Hailey Dawn Armstrong

February 22, 2014

Com Pute r

Computer
My mind
An apple
Of
The most
Unusual kind

Bite
Into me
Make a
Wish
For its
Magic
Mixed
From
Scratch

Apple
My mind
Transform
Rewind
Re write
Magic
Of my soul heart n mind

Program
Me out
Of all the thinking
I've done

Supposed
To do

And re boot
Me
Back
To
What I am

Revive
My passion
And my play

Join my hand
Lets run
In fields
Of flowers
And rainbows
That no one else
Can see

Because
We are the dream
Weavers
The music
Makers
The Story
Tellers

We are the Writers
Of our Destiny
Because
We re member
What We Are

We are not
here

To Be a program
Fit a mold
Or robotocise

Our life
Mindless
To your tune

We hear
The beat
Our
Heart
We are moved
By the pulse
Of light
Its what
We are!

Nothing less
Than
Magic beams
And shooting stars

Burning bright
In the darkness
Of the night

The pulse
The power
The light

Mind body spirit ignight!!
Hold on tight!

What
About
Its not been done
Before?

Thats
Right

Thats why
I am here

Jump out
Of the consciousness of fear
And create
Discover
Live

Change
The world!

Not by doing
But
Being
Here
now!
In the pulse of
All that I am!

-Hailey Dawn Armstrong
February 6, 2014

Tantra: Life: Love: Miracles

Anyone else feel like this last two months has been an entire year in and of its self? 

I feel that as I traveling, learning, growing, sharing, being stretched, reformed, rebooted, decomposed and the old burning away from me with pain and tears, making room for more light and love and inspiration and creativity to flow from me that this life is sure magical. I find that as I am writing books and stories, I am simultaneously writing another one and being taken on a journey beyond my imagination. I feel the lessons in love so powerful and intense that all my patterns and energetic being is being mirrored in such a reflection that is so clear.

What ever we are experiencing is in some way a reflection of our inner feeling, belief, or emotion either conscious or unconsciously.

The people who do come into our lives are called and they are there for a reason. I am learning boundaries of the heart of energy, I am learning how to give and receive love without condition and how to love without being attached to outcome. Loving in such a way is transforming beyond our idea of love.

 The awareness to communicate feelings behind the scenes is so important to be authentic and to be truly connected to ones being. By expressing fears, emotions as they arise without restraint is a new learning for us a  new way of being. It's ok to be what ever we are feeling in that moment and do so that we can move onto the next instead of become stuck. 

The stuck energy creating pains or tension or disease in the body.  Or stuck in unhealthy energetic patterns that keep showing up in every new relationship and then we get upset because things keep ending the same way. When all we need to do is see it, voice, it, embrace, let it go. Stop holding on to our pain in fear keeping the very joy of our hearts from entering our space. 

Tantra is teaching me, love is having an affair within me. I am being learned by love that their are no bounds, no limits, and our beings are timeless and limitless. Our fears are our greatest treasures if we but dare to face them and dive head first into them. As we do realize behind the darkness is light and love and peace and joy beyond our comprehension.

I am embracing my tides, the waves of love and fear I have been riding and being in each more fully aware that this life is about contrast to help us see that its beyond that, its about being the unique universe that we each are, conscious and aware that we are energetic beings and all of our experience is a reflection of what we are being now, and now and now. And to get to the place we want to be, we just need to be fully in this now moment. Facing and embracing all that we are feeling, being, doing so we can be the constant change and also timeless essence of all that we are.

I am in gratitude for the mirrors in my life, for the beings showing up to show me myself. To reflect and help me see that I AM a MIRACLE (Mirror Call) and so are you! We are separate, individual, independent, yet a part of a great web all co creating and being.

In my breath I die and am reborn each moment. 

In that space

I AM!

-Hailey Dawn Armstrong

February 21, 2014

Renunciation

Renunciation is a paradox.

Desire is an illusion 

and the casting away of it 

is denying the inspiration of God

 flowing through you.

The attachment to the acquiring of the desire

 is the key point here.

The desire is not bad 

nor is it the thing that causes suffering.

It is the attachment to the object of desire 

that creates suffering, 

not the desire its self. 

Desire is innate and God made. 

Its from that desire that we evolve and have our Being.

 Desire is the seed of creation! 

When we can create from a space 

of surrender of outcome 

in that desire we are free!

It is the grasping and holding 

onto desire 

as if it will make you more 

if you obtain it.

When experiencing the fullness of desire

 one can do.. 

by having deep desire 

and at the same time

 letting it go.

 How to is this like the rose

 or the essence of the rose. 

It is so sweet a fragrant

 by opening up and letting it go. 

The rose as the highest vibrational frequency 

 is it not the ultimate desire being expressed?

 BEING of DESIRE instead of wanting desire

 is a very subtle difference 

but it is the distinction

 that allows one to experience the fullness 

of their desire 

versus having a desire 

and running after it.

Have desire and sit inside of it 

and let it come to you. 

Don’t chase it. 

In that you renounce the thing desired

 and end up drawing it to you!

How is this also like the spider and its web.

It creates with desire

 a masterpiece and then let’s go 

and allows.

Enjoying the process of creation

 from inspired desire and 

feasting upon its fruits and

 the process is endless 

as is the orgasmic waves of pleasure

 of which all of life is created from.

 It is what we are- orgasmic energy! 

Relax enough to

 let yourself experience 

your nectar!

-Hailey Dawn Armstrong 

May 3, 2014

Lake Shrine: Yogananda Self Realization Fellowship

Re-Member

What is to

Love?

If not to BE!

The ultimate

Expression

Of the Seed

Inside 

of me

Then how to love

and what is it?

But every messy

and beautiful

Moment

I have had

At times I

placed it in a box.

And told it what 

To do

And Not

How to look and

What to Feel

But then it grew

So big it broke

the Box

Between the

Me & You

Naked I found myself

Clothed

IN LOVE

Innocence

A child

My mind

Falls apart at the 

Thought

And pics up the pieces of

It's illusion

as it does

Creates a NEW

Re-Membering

It's treasures

Long Buried

by Thoughts

Planted 

by a sower

Other than

My own

Love

Innate Within

My Seed

My Heart of Hearts

Is where

Life force springs

The Lost 

is but Found

Again

And better be

the one who

falls apart

to remember

Than the one

who Forever

stands

falsely free

Unaware of the 

unsown 

Seeds

that lay Within

the hand.

Courage Water

Sprout

the Seed

Inside

from the Darkness

Springs Life

Unveil

The Potential

I hide.

In the suns rays

I find

The 

Limitless

Abundance of

All that I AM.

The power

Is With IN

As I 

Re-Memeber

I AM!

-Hailey Dawn Armstrong

 February 2014

Bliss

Riding the waves

From Mind

To Heart

To Pen

Take me 

In Your 

Power

Make Within

 Me Your Art

A Sacred 

Expression

Living

Though Art!

Ride 

the Spiral

Feel the Flow

Surrender

Let go

And know

The beginning

from the ending

There is no 

such thing

This rhyme is

making

its way with you

As I do

and we

Do 

Thoughts

Words

Action

Magic

We are

Paint the Picture

Of Your Life

Let

the Beat

Pulse

Through You

Breathe with Me

Dance 

In and Out

That's what we are all about

Up and Down

Round and Round 

We Go

And what for?

To Remember

We are

Waves of 

Consciousness

Expansion

Contraction

Life and death

It's not a test

But a Creation

A Meditation

Drop

Expectation

and Dance

With Me

That's

Why we created

This place

For Bliss

Just 

Surrender

You Will

See!

-Hailey Dawn Armstrong

February 2014