Thursday, March 19, 2015

Let's DANCE



All of life is the yin/yang it is the positive and negative poles. Everything from the earth spinning to the galaxy to the way we communicate, share love, the way electrons and protons and neutrons spin and are in relationship towards one another that create an energy. The smallest atom is focused intention of spinning matter and its at every level.
The biggest visual I got was in this: The world has the fibbonacci sequence as we see it in the sunflower, the sea shell, the cycles of seasons and day and night. Everything is a process of unfoldment within its self.

 It is a process of fully receiving! 

The only disharmony occurs when a thing doesn’t fully accept it’s self. 

In that it creates resistance, disharmony and disease. I saw the earth and its relationship with its self as it if was a fractalized soul aspect and it has come to earth in a sense many times. And the earth as a form of universes lower self, which desires to be self realized. And in coming to earth and this state of darkness, not remembering who we are and what we are…so like the earth it or we have forgotten who we are. And in that have in a sense rejected the self. In the self-rejection or forgetting higher self, there is disconnect between and within each being or the energy of the being.

I saw a wave or a circular force like the yin-yang, but it felt as though say I was sitting atop of a cliff and water was flowing and I rolled off the cliff backwards with grace.

In that total surrender and letting go, it is the very pole that creates the space for what we desire to come to us. In the letting go, we become the negative charge, that draws to it is positive. And so often we feel and have been made to think and be programmed that we need to do and move forward to get, when we can move forward in a way of surrender to the force flowing within us and feel the falling backward, the spiral surrender, the DNA helix, the yin within the yang we become in that moment part of creation.

WE commune or yoke up: experience union with God which is a process, not a stagnant state, its something that continues to move and spin just as the planets and the atoms.

I was holding my glass of water and the connection of my fingers upon the glass, the sun shining in through the window, the music playing and the awareness of each moment flowing through my being gave me the splendor and wonder of what Being in the Moment really is about. It is in that moment of total surrender to now, we are fully there and then actually master and creator of that moment. 

And I felt God Consciousness of how wonderful the moment was and how there couldn’t be anything better than right now. In that I felt such gratitude for Now and the awareness of it! And how we’ve been given a wonderful gift of breath to be here in each one! And when we can see the beauty, the magnificent’s of nature and all of creation as we are.

The yin/yang symbol is quite a symbol with unspoken power. The white and black and the yin, within yang can be conceptualized and looked upon from a space of duality and as one being the opposite. When in fact the white if we can see it as a force of flowing light that is in centrifical motion within its self surrendering to what it is within it in a sense makes love with itself. IT receives fully by letting go and allows darkeness and lightness to dance and really co create.

 This needs to be visualized as water circulating within itself and as it does fully it allows the light to be what it is. If the light was just sitting there as a blank flat concept of light or what ever it wouldn’t be, it is in the receiving of life that it is. Just as color or white is the absorbing of all colors.

All of life the creation is the Rose, The Sunset, and the MOON: the feminine. THE mother the receiving life force the surrender is the power of all creation. The receiving of and renunciation of doing, one can Become what it always was. 

Something from within, and not from without the self. 

When we can relate to another from a place of total surrender and receiving, you allow that person to fully give and the dance the energy is exchanged. Our very existence is unfoldment, circular, cyclical, the sun the moon the planets, the season, our life cycle, the water cycle, all of creation of the elements there is a circular and simple and VERY CLEAR message that we are one! 

In our polarity and accepting our darkness and embracing our light and letting go we experience our fullness by surrendering, not by doing. By Being that thing we are we are filled with a force and a source that is every present and from that place we can BE our way into doing all our hearts desire by first letting it go. In letting it go we call it to us and in that is the power. WE are each alchemical wizards in life, we just forgot what the Matter we are working with.

 I have such a love flowing within me and a desire to express that. I felt a desire, a desire for my feminine to be received. And I felt that when a man receives me, without wanting or grasping or trying to get into me, totally receiving, he surrendered and received me and I feel that I have been given a teaching and a wisdom that is missing from our society in relationships.

It is the Man who usually feels he is to capture, and hunt the prey the woman and devour her. Instead of enjoy her essence and smell her like a rose is enjoyed. I feel that if a man can first fully receive a woman’s essence, and receive her gift as she is inspired to give, he embraces the side of himself that is often rejected. 

And embracing the feminine fully, it is the dark yang surrendering and receiving the feminine. Allowing the Feminine to fully give, in that she is masculine, but once received is allowed to unfold to a total surrender and then receive from her man or the masculine. But not until total surrender occurs. The greatest and most balanced relationship is within the dance between light and dark, the dance between yin and yang, and not the dissection and separating of the feminine or masculine energy or the focus on trying to be more yin or yang. It is the inter relationship between the Two Being and how they are being in each moment in relationship to another each surrendering and acting on inspiration from a place of center already fulfilled instead of coming from an emptiness inside desiring to be filled.

This subtle difference is paramount here. As in the being Full and Self Realized in a sense, it is total surrender to what you are and discovering the fullness of source and love within, then are you able to fully give from a place of true giving, a place of giving without a desire or intention to receive, because in renouncing the desire to receive, you become the negative charge that naturally will draw to it’s positive, thus the flow and cycle of unfolding creation continues from letting go. It’s a surrender to the forces of nature and getting out of the way of the flow of what is and that’s found in the moment of the now and on the waves of the breath.

Bottom line our message from this as a world is that we each have a responsibility to the health of our world. There is no one, who isn’t contributing. All of us by Being what we are, are in affect affecting the greater vibration of the whole. And as we surrender to who we are, as we let go, and accept our fullness, our light and dark, stop running from those parts of ourselves that we don’t want to accept, we embrace the feeling of self-rejection or abandonment and fully show up for our selves: accepting-receiving- we from within change the energy of the planet, that in a sense is a mirror showing to us our own self rejection and division of the mind/body. 

Seeing all as separate and compartmentalized, when in fact it is all of the same thing, the same energy of motion that we see and the tiniest particle of science, the atom the forces with the atom that are the blueprint for all of existence. 

Now how is that for brining science into the simple concept of the yin or yang.

The power is in the contrast and the relationship between the two.

Let’s become aware of the forces flowing within us and develop a relationship that is fully receiving all of life. 

Yes to life, let go of resistance. And this is a way to more fully integrate the concept into our being, for that is what Being is, Surrender to what is NOW.

~Hailey Dawn Armstrong
May 6, 2013

Saturday, January 17, 2015

~Cosmic Carpet Ride~



Earth my Body Ride my Mind Get up Upon This Cosmic Carpet Ride Rhythm n Vibration Plays along We make Some sexy Song
Slip and Slide upon My cosmic carpet Ride Body and Mind Every Particle Collides Two stars Zipping Through Outer Space And Inner Space Through time Fractalize Realize as we Surf Down the part The Great cosmic divide Between ideas And vistas of Duality
Step upon my 4ft 4x4 Board and Ride This wave A rollercoaster That moves on silent Vibrations of Love Look into my eyes And sea the ocean And all the galaxies Let out your hand And feel the waters Pray And stir up the stars As we creates waves That ripple Through the planets And moon and reach the sun
Solar Mamma we bow to you Galactic souls slip sliding Through A space of no time All we are is reflections Of you
Light and Love Dances in and through And around mmmm Hear the beat of the soundless Sound.
Energy Particles Magic Blowing through Our Hair!
In the Place of no thought There is no care No goal, No end to The Passionless Passion We Play.
Being here Now! Vortex My memory bank, Reboot My hard drive into an Internal High Vibrating Sovereign Honey Making Hive
Busy My Bee Into All I never Thought I was.
Tune up Turned on I am dancing to this Song.
It’s singing And swinging Its way through Me.
Thank you Dear God, n Goddess for Communing in Me.
Empty my Vessel All creation Flows Through A Light N Particle Generator Recalibrating Atoms Of Consciousness Spiralling Through the Air.
It’s Hot, its Cold. No Handle to Hold. What is this where is my mind? There is no place for all this To hide.
All I can do is let go As this power Flows through My Body~ Mind And Soul.
I enter a space I’ve always Known.
Everything and Nothing Wrapped up Into One Grand Present A Gift Unwrapping Its self Each moment Without End.
A Life is lived Each Breath a Death I’m reborn into everything And nothing I know I AM
Thank you Cosmic playground For some unforgettable Fun!
Retraction Refraction Quench this Satisfaction
Reaction Attraction Intensity a Contraction
Pull out, Jump Internal Waves Spin. Around, around This Rhythm n Sound
Ah Cosmic Play To Ground Down.
Rhythm n Sound Inviting me out Like a Hound
Cum play with me Jump into all of you And gell Your jam With Me!
Let go of your fear Silence your greatest slave Expression free My soul As I surrender Let Go And Know
The Wonder Of your Voice Enchants me Your Heart Spells me Out Of my Silence Slaved By Fear
Undone In your Eyes Drawn out by the Sweetness of your lips Essence Swirls around me, Juices flow And with it my heart Cumming Out to Play And dance in the Rhythm in Sound Intention Attention Magic a Spell I rewrite this story With every Glimpse Of your Honey Golden Hair Sun Beams Light Bending Silky Honey rapells Down golden strands of hair.
Consciousness breezes through The Air.
As I am Caressed by every Thread A part of me Dissolves and burts Forth as the Light Rays Penetrate through Eyes and Pinballs Through my Cells Being undone By every Spark A Reaction Changed Rearranged
Honey Dripping Nectar Bliss
Pink Lips speak Silent songs Of the heart Enchanting the Parts of me Asleep Awake Into the present moment with you!
Radiant Essence Delight Shines Through a Succulent Insight Mirror Mirror See the Me Reflect My Shadow Enlighten We!
~Hailey Dawn Armstrong~ January 1, 2015

    ~Wu Wei~


    I came to
    Earth
    to play
    the Game
    of
    forgetting 
    all I knew

    so I could
    Re member
    my power
    an art
    an act of creation

    I found fear my
    first friend 
    Born of
    Separation

    Forgetting my
    Light
    My Power
    My Right

    I gave up
    and Into
    the fight

    Fear became 
    My reality
    and it chased
    me all day
    and night

    Behind
    Every thought
    I pushed it away

    the game 
    I bought 
    I was playing

    One day
    I woke up
    and realized 
    the game had 
    Rules
    n laws
    entirely different
    from what I thought

    All illusions
    Dissalusioned

    I fell from 
    Grace
    to the bottom
    of a Deep
    Dark Space

    Crying
    Angry
    Hurting
    I Scream

    What is this?
    Is this My Dream?

    Help me!
    Help me!
    Where are you God?

    What is real?
    why am I here?

    In my darkness
    I surrender my pain
    the power I give 
    away to
    a play
    a game
    that is only
    what I decide
    n choose
    and say!
    It's called the 
    Wu Wei.

    Hello Darkness 
    Meet my Light
    It's birthed
    In the Void
    the space
    I gain
    Inner Sight

    Wisdom
    Seeker
    Sought
    Me Found

    All my Life
    times
    of spinning 
    Round

    Finally Rock
    Bottom
    I find 
    My Ground

    Foundation
    Build me up
    and sustain 
    My Sound

    the music
    I am making 
    Is playing 
    all around

    Hello Darkness
    Meet my Light

    Let's be Friends
    and together play
    how about
    Let's co create
    an idea of life
    n living

    paints
    for my brush
    a heart n will n mind

    Art of
    the most
    Unusual kind

    Swirl me up 
    mix n match
    White n Black
    don't get attached

    Let go and flow
    In between
    them both
    Is where we
    Know

    the Point
    the Pivot
    of Time
    doth not exist
    but are everything
    and nothing
    Experiencing it All
    as One grand
    Play
    the game we decide
    We
    Say
    It's Called
    Wu Wei!

    ~Hailey Dawn Armstrong~
    December 7, 2014

    Waking up to Song



    Touching
    Mmmm

    Theres nothing wrong
    Touch me 
    Love me
    Make love
    To every 
    Part of me

    I am what you 
    Think
    Of
    I am your desire

    Doing 
    Nothing
    I am undone

    Enfold me 
    In your arms
    Wrap me
    In this love

    Sexy 
    Love
    Touch 
    N play with me

    Sacred expression
    Rapture
    Me

    Take me over
    Encompass me

    Play me
    To your 
    Music

    Tell me of your
    Plan

    Give to me
    The unknown
    In the palm
    Of your hand

    Naked
    I stand

    Free 
    Of all the parts
    That falsified
    Me

    Undo
    To me
    The idea

    Expressive
    Seduction
    Dances

    I am
    The fantasy
    The muses muse

    Close your eyes
    Hear
    The tune
    Of magic

    A silent art
    Not to confuse

    The idea
    Of your desire
    With the 
    Truth
    The love
    The inner fire

    Playful magic
    Takes your hand
    Passionate wise
    Knowing
    Draws you in

    Fierce
    A power
    Captures you

    Salivating
    For every
    Look and touch
    And taste
    Of every
    Part of
    You

    Surrender
    To beauty
    Beyond the eye

    Open
    To the terror
    Of being taken

    fully loved
    I lick
    You from
    The inside 
    Out
    Discovering every 
    Corner, crack and crevasse 
    Nothing left
    Undone

    Are you sure
    You can 
    Handle my fun?

    Before you've wanted 
    Always another
    Fearing commitment
    Of boredom 
    A
    Slave

    Chained
    To the ultimate
    Desire
    By a love
    That
    Sets you free
    From the minds cage
    A lie

    In loving
    All ego dies
    In dying
    You can only 
    Live

    Jump
    Dive 
    In 
    its sink
    Or swim

    There is no mercy
    This love
    Has no preference
    Its just takes
    Us and when 
    It does

    choose
    To say yes

    To 
    Love!

    ~ Hailey Dawn Armstrong
    November 11, 2014

    ~ I Choose to Be~


    Push n pull
    Undo to me
    The being you are
    As endless particles
    Dance through the air

    Riding upon 
    Beams
    Of stars
    Shooting

    Colluding
    With consciousness

    Back n forth
    Birth n death
    A life
    A story

    Rewrite this scene
    No more
    Day n night
    Or black and white

    Cycle spinning
    Round
    Endless
    The mystery
    The his n her story
    Goes like this

    No more
    We are walking
    Through a cosmic
    Door

    Open me up
    Shut me down
    Hear the beat
    In silent power 
    Of sound

    Where are you
    Going where have you gone

    Light beams bending
    I feel the thought
    U are sending

    Suspending 
    In bliss
    I feel the kiss

    Of creation 
    Making love in me

    It's singing it's song
    Waving with the sea

    Transforming me
    Cell my body
    Earth my mind
    One giant being
    Of consciousness
    Spinning around 
    And round

    Don't forget to smile down
    Grounded light
    A bomb explodes
    Into n out of the right n wrong
    That's been playing for far to long

    Calm my storm a Stillness 
    Center peace
    Is found

    Inside 
    Out

    Wholeness
    That's why everything is round!

    We are one circle 
    And idea of consciousness
    Dividing itself
    Making love to all of creation

    Giggling bliss
    Orgasmic waves
    Resonate from
    The stars to the caves

    Where am I not?
    What am I?
    But everything dancing
    spinning 
    In a vibrational sequence
    Of light

    Frequency
    Magnetized 
    A law
    Called attraction

    What are we here for?
    Wanting satisfaction
    To what can never 
    Come but already is.

    Our greatest desires are here Now!
    Being through us
    Into what we be!

    Just a bunch of holographic 
    Particles of spinning matter and light

    Photon 
    Packet your pleasure 
    Bite into this
    Taste it's nectar as it pops
    And fizzles in your mouth
    Creation lives
    And breathes
    Us dances into through and 
    between us

    Energy consciousness
    Matter and bliss

    How can you 
    Run from the illusory
    Reality
    Of this

    No where to hide
    Love sees all 

    Getting lost
    You are found

    Become undone
    Beyond your self

    Push n pull
    Just let go
    And know
    It's from this place 
    I am 
    No need
    I sit within 
    The heard chamber 
    A seed.

    No where to go
    I choose to Be!

    Hailey Dawn Armstrong
    January 13, 2015

    ~Waking Up Wet~


    Body quiver
    Like a reed
    Cumn
    Into my space
    Of no need

    Wet n juicy
    I hold the seed
    Silence
    Void
    A thought
    Of you
    Your presence

    Ignights
    A passion 
    That surges
    Like waves
    Overcoming
    Undoing
    Me with no deed

    Body quiver
    Juices flow
    Heart quaking
    In the passionate
    Alchemical
    Love we are making

    Distance and time
    Rubber band
    Stretch my being
    Snap

    A desire to play
    My passion all
    Over you
    A couple
    Times a day

    Watch out
    Cosmic lover
    I need no touch

    Empty my mind
    It's love
    Of a different kind

    Endless waves 
    Of pleasure
    Riding up n all over 
    My being

    Waking up wet
    Soul ready to jump

    How long must 
    I wait 
    To get another taste

    What is this attraction 
    No goal
    Of satisfaction

    To dance in the void
    And play
    Me a flute
    Feel me quiver
    Under your
    Touch less touch

    Hear my hearts song
    It has called you
    From far beyond

    A place a time
    That ourbodies unite
    Into a realm
    Only spirit dwells 
    Intelligence laughs
    At it's self
    And says

    Oh baby
    U n I verse

    Keep playing this
    Song

    Come sing with me
    The silent
    Tune

    You want to hear me scream
    With pleasure 
    A Penetration 
    So deep

    Diving into my
    Being endless
    Passion 
    Salivates
    For all of you
    Chemistry
    Mix me up

    Big bang
    Creation 
    I am hungry 
    For you
    Your touch
    Your heart singing
    Mouth watering 
    Delight

    Never felt this
    Before

    Orgasmic bliss 
    Everywhere at 
    Once
    No explosion 
    An implosion

    With your touch
    I have been rewired
    Heart and mind
    Nothing works
    The same

    I have new rules 
    For a new game

    Unbelievable
    Attraction
    One big distraction

    Dying to all I knew
    Wanting to make love
    To hundreds of facets of you

    Me
    That I am hold me tight
    As we surf in waves of bliss

    Letting go
    I ride 
    Effortlessly 

    Body quivers
    Play this cosmic
    Flute my heart
    The reed

    Crystal clear 
    Conundrum
    Fucking my mind
    your heart
    beating 
    Disillusion
    Out of me.

    Hello black hole
    Quasar star
    Vesica pices
    Union 
    A kiss
    Toroidal bliss
    Enfolds
    Me out of this 

    Earth my body
    Rearrange my mind
    Cosmic love
    Fucking me out
    Of space n time

    Where am I
    Who are you
    Where did you come from
    How do you exist

    What have I been 
    How could I resist?

    The love
    The light
    The being of you

    Re member ing
    Quaking
    Me up 
    In this cosmic stew

    All I want to do 
    Is every piece 
    N part n
    Particle of 
    You!

    Hailey Dawn Armstrong 
    January 13, 2015

    ~A Fantastic Reality~


    You talk of my vision
    As if it were a fantasy

    consciousness 
    isn't what we experience
    But what we are

    In this realization 
    Power beyond the stars

    Any thought or dream
    Can be the crystal
    Clear version 
    Of my reality

    I choose
    I create
    A co creation to be done

    your cosmic mind
    A party pooper
    Laughs in my face
    The sun
    And tells me it can't be done

    Oh fucking mind
    Conundrum

    Hello dear sun let's lighten
    You up
    And show you 
    How consciousness 
    Likes to have fun!

    There are no limits
    Passion and desire 
    Ingredients of the heart
    A Sacred space
    I create

    Recalibrate
    Set your tune to mine
    Let's beat and bounce
    To this new rhythm 
    Outside of space and time

    With me co create
    Dream with me this 
    Dream

    Stop running from the fear
    Of your desire
    Evaporating

    For you are
    existence
    gods grandest fantasy
    Made real!

    I feel you
    I see you
    And come to know myself
    A mirror

    Oh creation
    God n Goddess

    All I think and feel
    Is nothing but a reality
    Of illusion 
    And how can there
    Be a fantasy
    When consciousness
    Is everything
    Co creating the idea of me and you!!

    My greatest fantasy is my reality
    all I desire can and will be...

    Why do you think 
    Your singing your hearts
    Song in front of me!

    I dreamed you into 
    Existence
    A fantastic reality

    A giant star shining from afar
    Came knocking 
    On my cosmic door

    You felt my vibration 
    A party
    I was having within
    My self
    How could I not let 
    You Cumn in?

    Oh vision
    My fantasy
    Welcome to my reality!

    Truth 
    Consciousness
    Bliss

    Samadhi dances us
    In the cosmic sea!

    Where we Truly Be!
    Here together ONE
    Enjoy the party 
    the Re Union!

    wink emoticon
    Hailey Dawn Armstrong
    January 13, 2015